a waning full moon behind the slightest cloud cover.
omens of what could never come.
stars of iterative constellations.
towers that hold up the sky.
letters that glow in the sky and follow you from a distance.
a concrete snake winding up to the aorta.
coy light tulpas that seem as dew.
messages for a you that isnt here.
falling with penitent familiarity.
a repeating lurch in your stomach.
speaking bones shaking into each other.
halos everywhere you look.
a box of unanswered prayers.
a barrier to never be crossed.
opening your eyes to find the semi-familiar.
a feeling that you will never be where you should.
thin iron spires carrying messages from angels.
patches of dead grass in the shape of a cloud.
an echo of a stutter and a roar.
mountains growing taller the more you look at them.
losing and finding.
forgetting and remembering.
your ashes flittering before your eyes.
chromatic aberrations on everything you touch.
a coming to you know too well.
a numbness you haven't felt in ages.
the black puddle of the sky.
wisps of what you never knew you could want.
sentences falling out of time.
horizons of lunar loci.
the ending of a dream.
the love you left inside it.
the longest night of your life.
please listen as loud as you can. watch out.
credits
released November 11, 2022
everything: me
samples from portal 1, twin peaks
special thanks: amarra, angelica, ann, aubrey, aud, boodle, byte, cara, casey, cate, charlie, cy, dogget, echo, ej, emma, family, hunce, ignoreradio, jamie, jaime, james, jane, jesse, julia, june, kisshy, knockout (and abe koch), korvid, lila, lily, limilia, madge, marck, mason, margot, max, mirna, nate, olivia, penny, phal, quinn, raf, robin, saffron, samer, shannon, simon b, simon r, sogg, sophie, s-pin, svethlane, taran, terra, theo, thomas m, thomas s, tierney, tom r, tommie, tristan, will, witherclub, yvette, zane, and zoey
this is music that finds you at the right time and says the right thing to you, even if you don't understand it at the time. it tells you something you always knew, but had forgotten. bacillus anthracis
this will take you out of time, show you all the beauty and destruction you can handle, and drop you back into the present feeling like you know what everyone dreams about now. bacillus anthracis
The mix of shoegaze, punk, and noise from this Seattle band is notable for its urgency and bright, foregrounded vocals. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 9, 2023